I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

12:09 AM AWWW MAN.
I know,I still have half a day tomorrow.
YES,I CANT GO FOR THE SANA COURSE.
damnit,I want to just end it luh.
But Daddy won't allow.

Anw,I've got a new camera
I LOVE
it's Sony's DSC W80 in black
Hehhh,I won't take Pink,DUH.
Unless I'm Love or something.

And urm,_______,I don't know if you're reading this or not
But yes,I'm sorry,I can't help it.
You know,it won' tever happen that way
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU BEG ME.
it makes a difference cos it's mine,and not yours.
And just as I thought you would help me
You didn't,you turn me away
You were never like that before
You were a person who tried to help in every single way you could.
I miss the old you.
And yes,I do understand you have dignity
So I would be kind enough to not put your name down
BUT PLEASE,I PLEAD YOU,let.me.go.
PLEASE,thank you.

Ah,I miss everyone already
AND IM NOT BRINGING MY TPC ALONG.
SO OMG :/
cos well,I don't know the conditions there
so I won't be bringing it along okay?
AND I DONT EVEN KNOW THE DETAILS OF
THE PLACE WE'RE OVENIGHTING.
hohoho,I'm dead cos I haven't finish packing.


AND YES,I MISS YOU SO MUCH ALREADY):


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AH,IM LEAVING IN URM,9HRS TIME.
And Daddy took MC today
HE'S GOT A SWOLLEN EYE!
and Mummy,ok,I don't know what it is called
BUT HER LEG GOT SCALDED BY HOT OIL
0.o
scary!

I am really,realy,really disturbed by the absence of so many people now
AND MORE PEOPLE WHEN I DEPART FOR MALAYSIA
wahhhhh ):
18th June faster come!
I think I'm bringing along the NP QUIZ along to study also
and now,heh,I'm wondering whether or not to bring the TPC
shoooots.
OK I'LL DECIDE LATER COS I HAVEN'T FINISH PACKING.
and Mummy asked me to get a pair of slippers
HAHAHAHA,first time sey.
FAD,I WANT THAT ONE.
hahahaha,yes the one we saw at Tanglin Mall!
It's like damn cheap lah please
IT WAS SELLING FOR $49.40
and Fad bought it for urm, $27 or sth
cheap thrills,I LOVE.
and there's about a thousand other things I need to buy :/
I HATE PACKING MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE.

AND YES,IM TALKING TO GF
I MISS HER AND WILL MISS HER MOREEEE.
Gf,I know you miss Mr Awesome!
i have to copy down the penal codes thingy now.